Bored

I am soooo bored and I am still a Gaia n00b but I am happy with how my avatar looks like. I was playing with it all day today. I am currently hungry and thinking of cooking some tuna pasta. I thought of doing faceups on my dolls, but then I fell out of the mood. Then I thought of writing but then realized just how tired I was. I only slept for four hours and I can hardly do a thing. I thought of posting up my short stories but there are so many grammar and spelling errors on the earlier chapters, and I don't want to clutter up my new fictional blog with them.

Then I thought of playing Tales of Vesperia--and realized I wasn't in the gaming mood as always. I think the reason I lack motivation to do anything today is because I am hungry, hot, and sleepy. But I did orgainize my computer and deleted a bunch of files. And I got some new music today from Amazon to inspire me when writing my RoE chapters. Chris actually found it and I am happy he did. The titles and the music itself has an RoE feel. I love it.

Tomorrow is the 4th of July. Happy fireworks day! Can't wait to eat all that meat... ohgosh sooo hungry T_T

- Karla

Fictional Blog

Mira <3 a citizen who lives under the tyrant's law and is aware of his unfair ways. She is an original character of mine in the novel I am currently writing.

-plug in-

So I created a sort of private journal/community on livejournal where I will be posting all of my writings in, and members [friends] will be able to read along ^o^ however there will be small occasional snippets posted in public entries, so even if you don’t become a member you will still have a chance to read some of my writings. Just the actual novels and works will be friends/members only.

WARNING: Some of my writings may contain homoerotic themes, violent or unpleasant situations, sensitive ideological topics and overall not for minor audiences. Each entry will have a bit of a warning on what is to come, but be warned I may not do this all the time because I am rather lazy XD;

Link to my fictional blog: http://community.livejournal.com/ki_fiction/

Hope to see ya there!

- Karla

P.S: If you are already a friend of mine and you don't have, or don't want to get a livejournal account [I only know about 3 or 4 of you that don't have it] but still want to read my things then just email me/let me know. We can arrange something ^-^

Writing

Yaaaaay, I have done a hell load of writing. And I think I already finished the first chapter of RoE for this week. Now to wait until next week so I can write chapter two. I still have to check over the chapter and edit it and such. Aw man I feel so tired… and my brain is dying—I was writing my to-do list and I totally forgot what else I had to put on there.

Anyway, I created an LJ community thing where I am gonna post up my writings where people [FRIENDS ONLY] can read them. (I will link it to you guys later. Nothing is on there at the moment.) Hmn, tired-tired… ah, I drew Yska the other day and I got to talking with Alli again. I wonder if we will be able to make some collaborating writings sometime—all I know is we are once again brainstorming like crazy and txts are popping like bunnies. Also I know that my creative mind is sparking lots in the writing department and I want to writes lots and lots.

Health: Tooth hurting like a mother, and right eye is being a fucker.

Tales of Vesperia is great and I love Yuri and Karol. And although I didn’t like Estelle at first she is actually not so bad after a little further in the game. She is rather cute and I like her. She is so sweet… [but ajsdfhajh I hate it when she gets way too goody-goody and tries to be my conscious.]

Hetalia is addictive, and I keep randomly going “ne ne mama! NE NE MAMA!” over and over to Chris <__< lol~ gotta love the ending song XD

iBite

- Karla

Finished plotting Book One

+E on complet,[to make complete] lol, I can't spell.

Phew, I pretty much finished outlining all the chapters for book one of RoE. My head is hurting UGH! But I am so excited that I have the first book plotted out. It should be about 22 chapters or so. But it ends with an opening to book two, which is the ending of RoE and wraps things up, plus answers a lot of things from book one. I will plot book two after I finish book one. But I already know the ending for it, which is kind of a OMG WTF LOL YAY! Thing for me. I have an actual ending plotted out!

I can't wait to start writing, but seriously my head is spinning. So much info is jammed in there o__o But I think I will start writing book one on Monday. All I have to do now is clean up the set up of the chapters and get started.

What I will try to do is finish a chapter every week, or every two weeks. I may post them up somewhere for people to read and motivate me XD I need to make a private journal of it or something... but I'll only accept friends to read along at the moment.

Also, just to let you know, the story is not yaoi related. I know yaoi scares off some people but RoE is most certainly not yaoi.

Anyway, I am so tired... Oh and my wisdom tooth is KILLING me.

Novel Worthy

I want to role-play, but with each creation I make I stare at it and go “This is too good. S/he will be good in a written story… not role-play” and then I create, wanting to make something small but it grows into another project worthy thing. My imagination is back and my mind is sparking with new creative ideas. I spoke with my sister tonight and she told me something she usually tells me whenever I talk to her.

“You are a genius. You have such a creative mind—now sit down, write and publish your works already! You WILL be famous.”

Her words are so encouraging, and although I am rather modest with my writing I can’t help but feel like her words are true when she tells me this. She is so confident on it. Chris too thinks I have such great creative stories, but there is a problem..

There is no end. There is no finished product. I am too afraid to share my stories to the world, and when creativity is blocked I die within, only to wake up to another tale that will have no ending. She told me I have to sit down and concentrate on one tale and make it into a priority.

I walked on over to the kitchen after I spoke to Chris and told him of my new story, and he said to me in a tired sort of mutter “All your stories are novel worthy… but you never finish them.” And went back to bed. I stared over at the wooden chimes hanging on the kitchen ceiling and started to speak to myself.

“Karla you have potential” I whispered. “You have so much potential, so many stories, so many brain children in that big head of yours. You have all this creative energy… just finish one story… Please just finish ONE…”

Then I thought of all the stories I have along with the large wave of ideas crashing against my skull. “Just sit down and do it. Just dedicate yourself!” So… I decided I won’t search for RP partners. Even though most of the role-plays are frozen and at a standstill I will just have to be satisfied with that. I should use this itch to write and create on the novels that deserve much needed attention.

Mind Labyrinth, V.666, RoE, Pariah Angel, Souls of Naraden, and the other countless of nameless tales and growing… they need me. So, starting now I’ll go back to creating the many worlds in my mind.

Back to work!

Hmn..

The picture feels empty so I tried adding another person to somehow complete all of Z's lovlies (well, the ones closest to Z that I know about)... but I don't know if Dae looks right Hmmm... I think I might come back to it later. But if anyone has any suggestions please let me know.

* Just to let you know the coloring job is not done. a lot more has to be added, but I probably need opinions about Dae.

- Karla